This week has really not been my week at all. Life has hit, and it has hit me HARD! I never felt the need to worry, more than right now. I really feel like during this time I have to get my shit together and priorties straight since my Mother has disowned me.

My family has always been a hot mess, but seriously this is a new low. My mom told me she wants nothing to do with me, and if I talk to her she will get a restraining order on me. Now I love this woman to death, but at this point I am done. She will never understand what I meant, and I know, I have my moments where I am not fucking perfect, but damn it. I am not knocking girls up, I am not doing drugs, and I don’t sit on my ass all day.

Even though stress has really hit it’s all time high right now, I am just going to try to see this as a blessing in disguise. It is time for me to really put the I in independent. I need to show to everyone I can still do this, and I am not going to let anyone stop me from becoming successful. I know there is so much in store for me in this life. I just have to prove.

Well, this is really the moment where Shit has gotten real.